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DanceofSorrows
Joined: 29 Aug 2004
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(((Joel)))
Listening...and am right here for you. Holding you in warm, safe hugs~
Dance~
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Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:06 pm |
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{DANCE}
Thanks u... sighs.. this few days i also dreamt about her...
i think i miss her alot...
in my dream.. she treat me so cruel... scolded me.. n asked me dont waste time on her.. yeah.. i know.. past already is past.. but i just cant stop myself from thinking of her... i love her so much... sighs...
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Tue Jan 04, 2005 10:31 am |
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DanceofSorrows
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((Joel))
How are you doing lately hun?
Dance~
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Fri Jan 07, 2005 1:37 am |
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Dance
me??? i'm got a job... after i work.. i spend all my times with my friends... cus i cant stay alone at home... i will think too much n fears... thanks for ur replied...
Joel
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Fri Jan 07, 2005 11:50 am |
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DanceofSorrows
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((Joel))
Friendships are great right now, well all the time but especially now. They can validate your feelings in a safe way and walk along side you as you scream, throw the pillows, cry, talk, laugh, and begin to heal. I still can't sleep on my bed normal lol I sleep across the bottom of my king size bed. Some would say it takes time, going further here...it takes love, love of friends, oneself, life... be gentle with yourself~
Hugs
Dance~
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Fri Jan 07, 2005 8:19 pm |
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Dance
yup.. i know... Friendships quite important to me now... All of my friends they are cheer me up... make me happy n consoled me... I'm glad that i've met them in my life... sighs. But i still cant forget everything about her... this is 2nd time we broke up... last time we broke up around half year i'm still love her n asked her to gave me second chance... at that time i have tried to be with others girls... but i just cant forget her n my heart n soul till be with her... that's why i choosen to asked her gave me second chance... This time.. yeah.. i can enjoy my single life with my friends. i can be very happy when i'm with them... When i'm alone walk on the street or listen music... my fears will fall down on my face... i tried to forget her... i tried to stop contact her.. But just cant stop myself from thinking about her...
thanks ya [DANCE]....thanks u r here for listen to me... 
Joel
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Sat Jan 08, 2005 4:58 am |
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Irvine
yeah...maybe time can healing me... now i just look forward to Valentine's day n give her all the things i already prepared for her... then i will just forget those past....
i got 2 chances to UK in this year.. i think i will get my new life in UK... i know she not mine anymore.. what she act n she talk to me the way totally same with that guy... she told me.. she till love me n she not be with that guy... i know she said those to me... just dont want to hurt me.. sighs.. i think i should talk about her liao... no use... if i keep talking about her...rite???
thanks gals... thanks urs gals stay here n listen
Joel
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Sat Jan 08, 2005 8:01 pm |
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Athena
Joined: 26 Aug 2004
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Hi Joel
I'm sorry to hear that you are having such a hard time. It's tough to lose somebody you care about. All you can do is try to get on with your life, and look to your friends for support. Its hard to break up and its even harder not to be friends after. You just have to learn from the experience and move on. It will hurt, and you may always feel sad when you think about her, but she is not the end. I hope you can cary on and find somebody who will love you as much as you are willing to love.
Peace
Athena.
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Sat Jan 08, 2005 9:59 pm |
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Athena
sighs... i dont know she lie to me or what... i saw her nick is 'ur lucky cus i love you'... n when i asked her... n she said no one... if she tell me the truth.. i will congras her.. it's hurt... but i have to accept the fact... i love her.. i admit i'm till thinking about her all the times... but i just want her to tell me the truth... no matter what... i will wish her... sighs
i cant get into another relationship... i'm really scare of it... i rather be single n just enjoy my life with my friends... i really dont know how to love one person now... i'm so numb...
anyway... thanks urs gals....
Joel
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Sun Jan 09, 2005 4:00 pm |
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DanceofSorrows
Joined: 29 Aug 2004
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Joel,
Hang in there hun~
Dance~
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Sun Jan 09, 2005 4:35 pm |
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I really fed up with everythings... i really cant stand the live i having now...
She scolded me... she said PLU all are crazy....
She mad at me with no reason...
sighs... i really dont know why I STILL LOVE HER....
my heart already broken....
i totally lost my mind...
i cant get back my soul...
i cant pick up the pieces....
JOEL
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Sat Jan 15, 2005 2:19 pm |
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DanceofSorrows
Joined: 29 Aug 2004
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Joel,
Still listening....
Holding you in my prayers....
Hugs....
Dance~
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Mon Jan 17, 2005 5:12 pm |
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DANCE
thanks ya still listening my stupid feeling...
I got scolded by her... i'm crazy n naive...
sighs... i heard someone said...
That she want get marry...she want happiness family..
And she Loves GUYS...
sighs... i'm hurt.. really hurt by heard that words...
I cant believe she said that...
I really will going crazy one day...
What she told me before all are BULL SHIT...
sighing... i really cant stand it anymore...
Actually now.. i'm so worries of her...
There got 1 BIG FAT LIAR who she likes the most...
I'm afraid that she get cheat by him...
sighs... 
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Tue Jan 18, 2005 4:53 pm |
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this is my feeling now... i really cant forget her.. i dont know why i still love her.. i dont know why i'm still cant forget her... we already broke up 2weeks n 4days.. She already dont care about me... when i called her.. she also not really want to talk with me... She treat me so cold.. but i Still love her.. everytimes...everyminutes... i oso will think about her...
