DAMN! I'm in my mid-50s but sometimes I don't seem to know myself at all
I have been seeing a lady regularly and a very deep friendship has been developing between us. We connect in most every way possible and although the relationship has not been physical, there is LOVE
This past week we were both away on our individual holidays and I spent the week with a large group of friends (both men and women). GAWD I can be such a terrible flirt! Sexually I am very much attracted to men (yea, ok, to women to) but know a meaningful long-term relationship with a man would be impossible - they're just too "strange" and shallow (though I have a lot of male friends) - but I can't deny the lust and it seeps out all over as flirtation! I could accept that I am "bi" if I had any interest in a relationship with a man, but I don't.
I have been involved with other women in the past but never in a long-term committed (sexual) relationship so I don't know if my "man-lust" would go away or if I would want a boy-toy from time to time. Maybe I need a partner who feels the same and we could call Dial-A-Stud once in awhile
I am not a part of a Lesbian community so I really don't have anyone to talk to about such intimate things so I'll ask here if anyone else has/had similar feelings.
Sun Jul 30, 2006 7:48 pm
Mairi bheag
Joined: 04 Mar 2005
Posts: 5094
Location: Scotland
No, but I thought you might appreciate knowing that someone has read your post.
Mb
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Tue Aug 01, 2006 1:37 pm
Northern Jane
Joined: 19 Feb 2006
Posts: 69
Location: Manitoba
LOL!!! Thanks Mb.
It's ok, I know I am just
strange!
Wed Aug 02, 2006 10:09 am
Mairi bheag
Joined: 04 Mar 2005
Posts: 5094
Location: Scotland
So who the hell's normal?
Mb
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