I am 35 married to a man for 16 years ( I hope we will end it soon)
have 3 kids and I am in love with a woman....
I just came out to my hub and let him know that I am gay... Its amazing that at 35 finally came in to turms of me beeing gay... I alaways got attracted to woman but never really look at it... I guess I had to meat that spesial person to let it all out... I have never cheat in my marriage and Im not planing to do so till I get a divorce.... I know in my heart that im gay even that I never slept with a woman ...
so thats part of my story
Sat Jul 31, 2004 6:09 pm
Tigger Site Admin
Joined: 06 Feb 2004
Posts: 890
Hi blackpanther
Welcome to Melswebs...nice of you to pop in and join us.
I hope you are very happy in your life.
Tigs
Mon Aug 02, 2004 8:49 pm
blackpanther
Joined: 31 Jul 2004
Posts: 20
Location: BC Canada
not 100% but im getting there ...
Mon Aug 16, 2004 11:30 pm
Tigger Site Admin
Joined: 06 Feb 2004
Posts: 890
Well I hope you get there ....nice to have you around.
Tigs
Tue Aug 17, 2004 9:05 pm
melons Site Admin
Joined: 06 Feb 2004
Posts: 2371
Hi BlackPanther....nice nic
Welcome to Melswebs and to the world of women loving women
I hope everything works out ok for you and that you are happy.
Cheers for now...
Mel
Tue Aug 17, 2004 10:34 pm
LdybgCreations
Joined: 20 Aug 2004
Posts: 10
Location: Jacksonville, Florida
Welcome to the Sisterhood ... glad to have you aboard ... I know that sounds stupid, but oh well. I'm new too so I wanted to extend myself and say hi.
Hugs,
Amanda _________________ "I'd rather see the world from another angle." Jewel
Fri Aug 20, 2004 1:32 am
blackpanther
Joined: 31 Jul 2004
Posts: 20
Location: BC Canada
Oh you all made me Thank you ... I had to add one more thing well I finaly gave up in to temptation and had my first expiriance ...
Sat Sep 11, 2004 11:29 pm
Athena
Joined: 26 Aug 2004
Posts: 314
Location: Berlin
Hi there!
You gave in to temptation...
Hmmm???? I'm curious.
In any case. Welcome!!!!
Athena _________________ "We strive for beauty and balance, the sensual over the sentimental."
Sun Sep 12, 2004 3:20 am
blackpanther
Joined: 31 Jul 2004
Posts: 20
Location: BC Canada
Thank you only 1 woman and Athena (are you Greek?)
Sex is not what made me realize I am a lesbian, I was always attracted to woman ever since I was young .I met my Hub when I was 18 and never realy look at my feelings for woman, dip down I always quastion my self if I was one. Plus you exept things in life when you are ready.
And I guess now I was ready to deal with it.
I gave up to the temptation of beeing faithfull in my marriage . I wanted to wait for my divorce before I made love with a woman ....
I love this site. keep up the good work
Sun Sep 12, 2004 2:47 pm
Athena
Joined: 26 Aug 2004
Posts: 314
Location: Berlin
Hi there. No I'm not Greek but I am German/Caribbean!
"I gave up to the temptation of beeing faithfull in my marriage Embarassed . I wanted to wait for my divorce before I made love with a woman .... "
Girl that takes soooo much courage and if what you what then I'm here to support you if you need it.
Athena aka Eve
Sun Sep 12, 2004 10:33 pm
blackpanther
Joined: 31 Jul 2004
Posts: 20
Location: BC Canada
Its amazing the suport I have got from people that they never met me....amazingly enough the people who know me dont really suport me
Thanx Athena and everyone on this boards ....
Mon Sep 13, 2004 6:04 pm
Tigger Site Admin
Joined: 06 Feb 2004
Posts: 890
You are right blackpanther...we have some pretty amazing ladies around the site.... they always seem to be around when you need some support.
Thanks ladies to all of you.....I think you are all pretty cool and you give one another a lot of support...Keep it up!
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