soul, peace, live, save, soon
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My soul has peace tonight
even though my empty arms are aching.
I am going to live,
and live afresh
save paper and coin
and dream of a flight I fancy. . . soon.
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wind, mountain, blizzard, fractured, clasp
_________________ A true friend stabs you in the front.
Oscar Wilde
Fri Jan 04, 2008 3:49 am
Cunni_L
Joined: 01 Sep 2006
Posts: 989
wind, mountain, blizzard, fractured, clasp
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On a given day here it may be frigid
feeling like blizzard wind coming off a mountain of snow
like the cold would fracture your very skin
and the next (like today) it's 66(F, or 18.888 C)
and you want to undo every clasp on your clothing
and run about dressed for summer,
whether that warmth actually warrants it or not.
No consistency, I don't know whether it's a good thing because it keeps you
at the ready for a wider range
or a bad thing because it jerks you about like a yo yo.
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tough, slender, languid, shelter, clench
_________________ A true friend stabs you in the front.
Oscar Wilde
Sun Jan 06, 2008 5:36 pm
lori
Joined: 19 Aug 2007
Posts: 1454
tough, slender, languid, shelter, clench
I love it when youre tough and bold,
Just like an angry marshmallow,
And feel the urge to shelter in your arms,
Where i become languid at your caress,
Until my muscles clench around your slender fingers,
And everything feels good again. _________________
WHEN I FALL, I LOSE MY HEART AND FILL THE SPACE WITH HER..
Sun Jan 06, 2008 6:05 pm
Cunni_L
Joined: 01 Sep 2006
Posts: 989
Hey Babe,
You forgot to leave me 5 new words so I'll pick em!
friable, reticent, regret, time, believe
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Reticent in a crowd
reticent in my words at times
but never mistake it for cool, distant, formal,
and certainly not disinterested,
I'm just an introspective thinker/feeler
who skipped whole courses
in the social interaction category, namely:
"How to be Clever, Witty, and Charming at all times"
and also:
"How to never Be At a Loss for Words"
Certainly there are times I regret not having perfected these
but it has always been my hope that the depths of my thoughts and feelings,
would not be found friable
and therefore somehow make up for my shortage
of social arts.
Time, which runs to the past
leaving us all holding the bag of the present,
I'm hoping will in this instance be a friend
and bear witness to what I believe
that in the end,
the most important things in this life
are the only ones we can take with us out of this world
because they are not anchored to cumbersome matter. . .
a good heart, and a good mind.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
pedestrian, train, sea, green captured
_________________ A true friend stabs you in the front.
Oscar Wilde
Mon Jan 07, 2008 3:43 am
lori
Joined: 19 Aug 2007
Posts: 1454
sorry about that babe. x
pedestrian, train, sea, green captured
Last night, i was a pedestrian,
walking in the sunshine, along a cobbled way.
I couldn't follow any particular train of thought,
But wandered where my heart lead,
lost, and yet feeling secure, in a sea of wonder.
Then, suddenly, I stepped unwittingly,
off the edge of a high stairwell,
clutching someone important to my heart,
hand clasped in hers, reassuring that we would be safe.
And then we landed in a tree! Green captured in our palms.
And i realised, it was my own beliefs that had stopped our fall.
danger, beside, calm, faith, children _________________
WHEN I FALL, I LOSE MY HEART AND FILL THE SPACE WITH HER..
Mon Jan 07, 2008 11:23 pm
Cunni_L
Joined: 01 Sep 2006
Posts: 989
danger, beside, calm, faith, children
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If we can find the faith that children have in their hearts
still alive and heart beating within our own
then we can find a peace and a calm
that children don't need to find because. . .
they haven't lost it yet,
or we pray most have not,
danger is a scary shadow that looms larger with the years
but keep faith in your heart
and love beside it
and the world's atrocities can be faced
and then seen leaving
like all things do in this temporal existence.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
magnify, treat, sleep, hoot, giggle
_________________ A true friend stabs you in the front.
Oscar Wilde
Tue Jan 08, 2008 4:45 am
lori
Joined: 19 Aug 2007
Posts: 1454
magnify, treat, sleep, hoot, giggle
Sometimes, when we are alone,
our problems just seem to magnify,
keeping us tossing and turning, unable to sleep.
That's when a good hoot from the 'special people'
here at Mels, cheers us up with a giggle,
or a friendly paw, or sometimes a good kick up the bum,
and this is why...
it's always a treat to visit this website.
socially, given, unable, presence, missing _________________
WHEN I FALL, I LOSE MY HEART AND FILL THE SPACE WITH HER..
Wed Jan 09, 2008 5:47 pm
Cunni_L
Joined: 01 Sep 2006
Posts: 989
socially, given, unable, presence, missing
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I am unable to imagine the future of my life without seeing your presence in it. Loving you has given new meaning to a life that was getting old and tired that seemed as if all had passed it by except for socially, the duty of nurturing the next generation, but now I know what I've been missing all these years, and even though I wish I'd found it sooner, It still seems worth it all to have it now, to have you in my life now.
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song, time, slip, around, tied
_________________ A true friend stabs you in the front.
Oscar Wilde
Sat Jan 12, 2008 10:54 pm
lori
Joined: 19 Aug 2007
Posts: 1454
song, time, slip, around, tied
I've got you well and truly tied with strings around my heart,
So that we're still together, although we are apart,
And though the time shall slip by, i will not let you go,
Instead i'll just pull tighter, because i love you so.
softest, grin, morning, carry, shops _________________
WHEN I FALL, I LOSE MY HEART AND FILL THE SPACE WITH HER..
Sat Jan 12, 2008 11:17 pm
Cunni_L
Joined: 01 Sep 2006
Posts: 989
softest, grin, morning, carry, shops
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Mmmm you are the softest and hottest thing in my life
at night when we were together you warmed me up
and in the morning you were hard to leave
and even though the miles have come between us once again
you are here with me
I carry your picture with me and you in my heart
I cannot even go into shops to do a simple errand without you
every thing I encounter there makes me think of you.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
sat, touch, tried, true, reason
_________________ A true friend stabs you in the front.
Oscar Wilde
Sun Jan 13, 2008 5:37 pm
lori
Joined: 19 Aug 2007
Posts: 1454
sat, touch, tried, true, reason
Some people have sat here chatting to me,
asking all about me,
but offering nothing true about themselves in return.
Some have even tried to get me to meet them.
Those I had to deny may have felt sad or annoyed,
and for that , i too, feel sad.
Point is, i am one person.
I sought friends as just friends,
I sought love.... from only one.
Some have disappeared into oblivion,
for whatever reason.
Maybe they hurt and are seeking love elsewhere.
I'd like those special friends to know
if it were possible, i'd love each and every one of you,
but physically i am only me.......one person.
Therefore let me tell you i felt your touch
and i do love you, with all my heart.
I'm still here for you.... anytime you want to talk.
demand, chase, running, spent, caring _________________
WHEN I FALL, I LOSE MY HEART AND FILL THE SPACE WITH HER..
Mon Jan 14, 2008 6:30 pm
Cunni_L
Joined: 01 Sep 2006
Posts: 989
demand, chase, running, spent, caring
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It's you I want to chase
I want to kiss your face
tease you with leather and soft lace
I demand that my life be spent caring for and about you . . .
running my ass off for you.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
salty, piece, sincere, strong, kind
_________________ A true friend stabs you in the front.
Oscar Wilde
Tue Jan 15, 2008 2:31 am
lori
Joined: 19 Aug 2007
Posts: 1454
salty, piece, sincere, strong, kind
Never.... have i known anyone so kind.
Never.... has anyone made love feel so strong.
Never.... has a heart felt so sincere.
Never.... has anyone let me feel a piece of their soul
nor cried salty tears... all for me.
Never.... do i ever...... want to lose you.
reversal, unhinged, scorned, racing, timeless _________________
WHEN I FALL, I LOSE MY HEART AND FILL THE SPACE WITH HER..
Tue Jan 15, 2008 1:54 pm
Cunni_L
Joined: 01 Sep 2006
Posts: 989
reversal, unhinged, scorned, racing, timeless
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Love unhinged
no longer shackled to the mad world
that calls itself sane
scorned by the skeptics,
the envious,
the cynical. . .
but who cares
we can't proffer proof
to quiet their insistent nagging
yet. . .
we're not racing off into the sunset
after something timeless
but we will get there,
and when that reversal of circumstance has come about. . .
we'll be too busy living and loving together to
be bothered with gloating.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
tactile, aromatic, scrumptious, balm, eyes
_________________ A true friend stabs you in the front.
Oscar Wilde
Wed Jan 16, 2008 3:35 am
BdeCaunteton
Joined: 07 Jan 2007
Posts: 955
Location: Iowa City, IA
tactile, aromatic, scrumptious, balm, eyes
Through tactile text there's only totally her
Dark eyes look at me shyly: up, down, to the side
I imagine a lavender aromatic room tantalizing my senses
I do not think of a sort of supple scrumptious sensual sex
It is only her and her strawberry lemonade flavored balm
And her soft hair and lips that moan and the love in her eyes
And her naked neck and.....
* * * * *
moonlight, craving, sensual, voluptuous, adoration _________________ “It would be a pity of lesbians and gay men retreated into the same kind of cultural separatism. " - Jeanette Winterson
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