i'm gutted out by apathy
made shallow by my scorn for me
i've forgotton how to thrash
so i'll keep on thrashing me
i'm going down the apples brown
when it hits i dont make a sound
every time i fail a little easier
every day i make the cut a little deeper
i cannot help but see the scars get thicker
and soon i will forget to bleed
cos i cant feel this shit
i just dont... cant fucking care
im pierced, i'm nailed
rabid heart ripped at the crossroads
i cant stand to fail any more 2004 _________________ gwyn
Wed Nov 16, 2005 11:28 am
lonely_blue_eyes
Joined: 12 Jun 2005
Posts: 153
Location: oklahoma
Baby
This is intense but the pain will heal with time. I hope I am there when it does for I care about you greatly.
Hugs and Kisses
M
Wed Nov 16, 2005 11:44 pm
BabykaTbo
Joined: 29 Nov 2006
Posts: 62
Location: South Africa (Bloemfontein)
hi Gwyn
please don't be so hard on yourself you are not perfect just like the rest of us keep on trying to succeed but do leave room for disappointments.
i am not sure what you are going through but it will pass and you are allowed to make a sound scream if you want to, cry as loud as you can if that will make the moment pass and release what you are feeling but do talk to someone you can even pm anyone here mel's we are a family and whatever you are going through there is bound to be someone who has had the very same experience here and knows how to deal with it and will help only if you ask.
please be careful and don't hurt yourself, you are not alone.
hugs you tight.... _________________ Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love, because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.
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