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Sick and Tired

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DarkSoul0703



Joined: 07 Jun 2007
Posts: 32
Location: Florida
Sick and Tired

You tell me that your addiction has nothing to do with me
You tell me it does not affect your love for me.

Finally you are in a hospital now
After having over dosed.
And yes I am relieved.

I don't stay awake all night and cry
Wondering if your dead.

I don't have to call every hospital.
Every jail
And every morgue

I don't have to hear you lie to me
About where all the money went.
And that you take all my cash and credit cards

I don't have to look at you and know that you are high.
And I don't have to doubt my sanity.
Because you told me I was crazy.
You were clean.

I don't have to scream at you.
Searching for reason
In an addiction that I can not comprehend.

I don't have to ask myself anymore
Why you love a drug more then you do me.
How you could put our future in such jeopardy.

Now I feel alone.
Yes I am angry.
But then I feel guilty for my anger.
Because your addiction is a disease.

All I know for sure,
Is that I am sick and tired.
Of being sick and tired of you.

Post Wed Nov 21, 2007 7:20 am 
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Eiregirl



Joined: 21 Jul 2005
Posts: 10230
Location: Chasing a pink bunny


Hugs you tight
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Post Wed Nov 21, 2007 4:08 pm 
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desert-fish



Joined: 13 Apr 2006
Posts: 2777
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Dealing with somebody else's addiction is incredibly hard....I just won't go there myself...

(((((((((lost))))))))))))

Post Sat Nov 24, 2007 5:13 pm 
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cjerbear



Joined: 02 Jun 2007
Posts: 309
dark

Truly, a disease it is and the only way to truly understand it is to know everything about it.......................support groups are everywhere and even if your tired and I see that you truly have loved this person. The disease itself is very hard to understand let alone the person suffering from it, but sometimes it takes letting go for them to realize that no one can help them until they decide, and once that happens then they can begin to heal and live. Very heart felt poem, ty for sharing. CJ :}}
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Post Sun Jan 27, 2008 1:31 am 
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poeticrendezvous



Joined: 15 Dec 2007
Posts: 278
Location: IL


Dark,

This has such raw emotions and it is good, I enjoyed reading it.

Post Thu Jan 31, 2008 3:04 pm 
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