Again, here I am
late at night while lover and children sleeps
presenting no oranges for feeding
just present in mood
and if I stall to think of the words ahead
would I not be calculating some deceit
maybe fornication is better
to emotion than reason
maybe introverts finally have the loophole
to exist rampidly among life like this
My chest hurts tonight
like the truth is coming
to this pain in my lungs
my body aches
and I am sad
to feel mortality so visually
and maybe I should sleep
take some decongestants
but no, I want to speak again
of what I feel but do not know
and I want to say many words
as if to speak a legacy of my life
but you know in the end
it is you and religion
even in the middle, it's you and religion
and maybe in the beginning
it was about religion meeting you
offguard
on some stairwell of sense
that made no sense whatsoever but felt
everlasting enough to hope for
And I am rambling on but such is the heart
and fears
and I am rambling on but such is the mind
and tears for everyone that has gone before me
Tell me you do not think
of that day and I will call you a liar
preverse in ideals fabricated by
this false sense of certainty of our own emotions ahead
be it what they may be
I choose life as an aching wing upon a bird
I choose life in breaths and endearments
because I know no other thing
so precious as living
It really is the only thing I have known
though my foolishness may have made me sleep otherwise
in times of grief
or rationals
Wed May 19, 2010 6:52 am
pharos
Joined: 21 Jun 2009
Posts: 583
Location: Australia
I felt this one cascading down my spine... Beautifully said and felt.
Pharos
Wed Jun 09, 2010 12:08 am
fortheloveofagood... Site Admin
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ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..., yes, i felt a shift in me as i read this... Kx _________________ -----------------------------------------------------
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