Take your poison, though it makes you choke.
You do this to yourself, after all.
Lay inside you prison, the one made of your thoughts.
And don't you dare let those teardrops fall.
You dwell on what has been, and plead within your mind.
But you do not seek the help you know you need.
So let the demons come, and feed on your soul.
No one but you even knows that you bleed.
That's right, keep that smile on, don't let it drop.
Though the pain eats you up inside.
They don't need to know, they won't understand.
They would run if they knew what it is you hide.
Close your eyes now, give into the darkness.
Let the past seep its way into your dreams.
The peace you thought you found, it all slips away.
Where no one can see you, and they can't hear your screams.
Xalia _________________ Nobody said life would be easy...They just promised it would be worth it.
~♥♥~
~The words fail me.. because what I feel for you is beyond description...~
~ Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me ~
Sat Feb 02, 2008 1:23 pm
Xalia1 Moderators
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Jack,
Indeed.
Ty for reading.
Xalia _________________ Nobody said life would be easy...They just promised it would be worth it.
~♥♥~
~The words fail me.. because what I feel for you is beyond description...~
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Sun Feb 03, 2008 2:55 am
lemons
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Re: Poisoned Past
quote:Originally posted by Xalia1:
You dwell on what has been, and plead within your mind.
But you do not seek the help you know you need.
So let the demons come, and feed on your soul.
No one but you even knows that you bleed.
That's right, keep that smile on, don't let it drop.
Though the pain eats you up inside.
They don't need to know, they won't understand.
They would run if they knew what it is you hide.
Xalia
X,
I've read this a few times now ..... and yet am still not sure what to say. The part I have above struck me the most. Probably because I've felt similar feelings before. Yet even though I still want to hide, I know even if I do for a short time, it's not worth it in the end. I think no one will understand anything I could say ..... but deep inside, I think we all know there is someone out there ~ we just need to reach out.
Lem _________________
"No smile is more beautiful than one that has struggled through the tears"
~Unknown
Mon Feb 04, 2008 2:47 am
Xalia1 Moderators
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Eire,
Yes there are.
Thank you hun.
((((((((Eire)))))))))))))))
Xalia _________________ Nobody said life would be easy...They just promised it would be worth it.
~♥♥~
~The words fail me.. because what I feel for you is beyond description...~
Mon Feb 04, 2008 2:48 am
Xalia1 Moderators
Joined: 05 May 2004
Posts: 3702
Location: In love
Lems,
I know you know.
You always know! lol
I'll talk to you soon.
((((((((((((((Lems))))))))))))))))))))))
Hugs,
Xalia _________________ Nobody said life would be easy...They just promised it would be worth it.
~♥♥~
~The words fail me.. because what I feel for you is beyond description...~
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