Joined: 09 Mar 2006
Posts: 25
Location: North Richland Hills
Searching
Mistakes I've made & lessons I've learned...
It's all water under the bridge and a page that's turned
I tell myself to reach deep within...
To find that love for myself once again
I try filling the gaps of relationships and voids in my heart...
Knowing I need to love myself to make a fresh start
But how do I do this? O h where do I go?
To step outside myself to search my soul
At times when life's trials say there's no other way....
I've prayed for the lord to take me today
Feeling confused, empty & lost...
Yet seeing valuable lessons in the bridges I've crossed
I bury myself in books & things
Which make me realize that I can still dream...
Of a life that is good, wonderful and fresh...
It's almost as if I were out of my flesh
I've stepped away from myself and looked inside...
No longer feeling the urge to give up and die
My senses now heightened...my voice so alive...
Now letting me know that I will always survive
My eyes now beaming from the new life within
And now I know that I am my best friend
I now see this world with such remarkable love
And drawing more courage from the good lord above...
He watches over me and takes my hand...
When I fall...He helps me to stand
I now see all the good things in life can't you see
And to myself, how true I will be
A new life of independence is what I need
And just like a flower it starts with a seed...
I grow and flourish day by day
In hopes my new life is here to stay _________________ Kudliebear
"the one who listens understands"
Wed Mar 22, 2006 12:43 am
lemons
Joined: 12 Feb 2006
Posts: 964
Location: here ... with her <3
Hi ((((((kudliebear))))))
This is very nice ........ It almost feels as if I just read my life up to this point! This really spoke to me ...... very impressive
Mel _________________
"No smile is more beautiful than one that has struggled through the tears"
~Unknown
Wed Mar 22, 2006 1:23 am
kudliebear
Joined: 09 Mar 2006
Posts: 25
Location: North Richland Hills
Thank You!
Mel,
With most anything that I write, it is about life circumstances in which we can all relate to. I always try to take the negative to a positive to show everyone that things are not so bad. If we can reach out and touch just one life per day, we have made a difference. Everyone crosses our path at a particular time for a specific reason. We can learn new things from each one who does. My life has been very inspired by some very hard learned lessons and now living for the positive things, not dwelling on the negative. _________________ Kudliebear
"the one who listens understands"
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